Ah, i know many of you as well as myself have dealt with many problems of the past...As a person who has nobody to talk to..I'm going to once again bore your ears (or eyes) till they bleed with yet another of my tales of the past..and what im feeling right now. So..without further ado .. the tale of the greatest day of my life! (which is funny cause I've already posted a journal entry of this day 4 years ago! ) It started off a normal Saturday as far as i can remember..and then the night came and things became rather..unstable..(or TOTALLY FUCKING FUN!!) Well, to put it short.. we had a pool party at my apartment complex, things were very fun, then i went up to my apartment because i thought that my girlfriend at the time had to go, so i put on pj's..but we decided that the whole incident was so fun that we asked if she could stay for another hour..well, in that hour all of the adults were pushed into the pool, an ashtray and sand thing were pulled in, and I was pushed in (in my PJ's), and i pulled beth in. We had so much fun at that party, they played good music, everyone was laughing and having a good time, and later me and my GF at the time went upstairs and..well..loved each other. Then she went home. I've got to say..as a person who honestly has no life right now..who hates to live at the moment, that was the best day that i have lived through in my whole life..i have never laughed that much, had that much fun or anything! I Miss those days more than anything..i would gladly be put in the fires of hell if i could just have that life back..Im in love with that girl still to this day..I will always love that one person who changed my life in such a drastic way. I love you Beth.

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